Monday, September 20, 2010

外婆

这是我们一家人不太敢讨论的.
一提起,心情沉重,眼眶会湿.
算一算,也有八年了.
时间真的过得那么快吗?
八年后的今天,怎么想起,心还是很痛.

还记得,
每个星期五,我们会去接你吃晚餐.
你总是要我们陪你吃肉骨茶.
偶尔也会走路到你家附近的大树下,
一家人开开心心的吃咕噜肉.

小时候,每次被你骂,
都会觉得原因是你肖马,我肖牛,
两个都争草吃所以我们不和.
现在,多希望可以把我肖羊的男朋友介绍给你认识,
好让你也骂一骂他.
我时常告诉他,可惜没能让他认识你.
我知道他一定会很喜欢你的.

嬷嬷,
你家外面改了好多.
那些木屋都换成一排排的家屋了.
你最爱的芒果树也应该不在了.

嬷嬷,我很想你.
我们都很想你.
想你的大声,想你的直爽.
想你的厨艺,想你的木屐声.
想念你在新年和我们赌博的笑声,
更想念你叫我们多盛一碗汤的声音.


嬷嬷,
勿念,我们都很好.

6 comments:

chyi said...

芒果树还在 :(我真的很想念她

sie zai said...

read this and make me cry don't know why. maybe I feel like crying at this moment. :(

Thalia Tan said...

肖牛肖马争吃草的真可爱。

嬷嬷虽然不在了,可是留下了美好的回忆给你,让你这辈子都可以思念她,也是另一种幸福不是吗?

li said...

ching. reading this made my tears stream down my cheeks. eight years indeed has passed by so swiftly. but our memories of 嬷嬷 will always remain.

cher ching said...

子欲养而亲不在..珍惜眼前人啊宝贝们..

changcheryi said...

after many days of you telling me that you have written this post, i finally braved myself to read it.

like li, my tears streamed down my cheeks too.. 8 years really just passed like that!

you have written this post very well, it reminded me of those special memories of 嬷嬷...